#264511 - And for right now I don't want to I just want the pain of my addiction to go away, maybe some day I long for the warmth and beauty, and light, but I can't even dream For the addiction will kill me. From the second I knew her I could never be without her again The addiction of her, has almost killed me. My Addiction She was outgoing and as beautiful as any around I wasn't there to find anyone let alone a relationship They told me she was the dirty rag they passed around the club They told me she wasn't worthy, they really didn't know I wasn't worthy I saw the spirit of the Woman in front of me & my addiction took full effect Once she sat in front of me, my fate was sealed I couldn't live without her.